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huiching핑키 is the name&28july is the day. 현영규말쭌, makes it ss501. both kimhyunjoong&liuchunwei is the love,♥

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Last 2 days of lesson in diploma.

Yeah, the bold words said it all. 8months just passed like that, and my private diploma is ending. I am glad with the people that i've known to date in school, and most of the people i've made friends with are foreigners, from vietnam to sri lanka, indonesian, china, korean, etc.

What i love most in the school is,

That relieve moment you get after you clear your project/presentation after every term then mug hard for the final exam.

What i hate most is,

Presentation. Presentation. Presentation.

But i am glad that, i did improved from the first presentation to date. Will definitely miss the people from diploma when i head over to the advanced, because the time won't meet.

Yeah, there's still sometimes when i am contradicting myself with the private certificate that i am taking. But, what i enjoy most is the process. It's life, and destiny lies with our own hand. Maybe it might not work now, but will in the future? Just persist on, that's my only motivation to go on.

And yes, impromptu genting trip this weekend. Gotta enjoy before i have no time to in advanced, plus... all thanks to melissa, i found my new hangout place to-be maybe alone in the future. haha.

till, then

LOLLIPOP F, FOUR FEBRUARY;

Their fourth trip, event on four february with four members.

Went to fetch the other three with the expectation of not seeing liuchunwei on that friday before heading down to class. then, followed by having the joke of the day to be their hotel are located a few street away from my school. Autograph session on the saturday, being tempted to wanting to head down to fetch that square-faced guy but resisted. Miss him super much until that event when i saw him.

Up on stage, and the four of us did a super stupid thing that is to 'bainian' to them. &fishy gave me the chance to awei, ended up... i was too busy with my hands then he initiate to take the orange from me. after which, i pasted the sticker on his hand... he asked, "這是你畫的嗎？好可愛哦!" followed by yu, and dog which i passed him the sticker&he laughed. then i asked if he could draw awei for me. he didn't reject, but asked me on which album which i started panicking because it's not infront of him but weilian which is the last. the staff was like, don't panic it's here. hahaha. damn funny. and he drew for me, followed by weilian who ignore me. sigh.

Didn't chase this time round, so didn't have much infos. it's all based on luck. Went to the hotel to wait for them and trying to see if wei is still in singapore. then, thankfully he came back with the other 3 after rehearsal at mediacorp. passed him the present, and he looked into the bag after i told him i did it myself. then, calling him when he came down to SSS, he told me "待會兒見" which flatters me even more. went to chased after that to check if he will still be in singapore. and, sent them back to the hotel which i saw him almost falling down from the van which scared the hell outta me. passed him the paper, and told him i am fenhongmei. loving how he repeat after me. then out at 5 in the morning to try the luck to send him off knowing that he is going back to guangzhou but don't know which flight. and ... ended after sending the other 3 in the afternoon which i helped to open a way for yu to go into the premier lounge because he got stucked behind. lmfao.

yeah.. i think it's all epic-ly funny. but, i think it's all worthwhile.

i think the whole school knows i love liuchunwei alot now. lol.

till, then

010112

had the very first 21st party of the year, 2012 where most of us turns 21 this very year with the first to be melissa.

reported to her house almost everyday few days before the party to help her with the set up, decor, art&craft lesson, and last minute shopping. busy is the word, for the end of 2011. then, the bffs reported to her place in the morning where the party lasted for more than 10hours for us being the crew helping out with the BTS. it's kind of stupid but i think it's fun, never will you know how did you spent your 10hours at someone's house apart from yours without doing anything but having fun. hahahaha.

Ohyes, my primary school bestfriend came to the party and i was talking to her like we've got so much to catch up with ever since she graduated from secondary school. camwhoring, photospamming, cutting cake, pinatas session, teardown, slacking, waited till 12mn before she opens her presents and homesweethome. and i was totally paralysed on the bed because of the not enough rest for the past few days following the birthday lunch with the bffs at town for suki buffet then nua-ed for two days and heading out for hair dye tomorrow and some cny shopping! ^-^

finally im willing to revive the blog, i hope i do it consistently. lol.

ciaossssssssssssssssssssssssss~~

till, then

weeks since is last blogged and guessed what...

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2011 is ending, and welcoming 2012 in a while.

seriously, i think this year passed way too fast, i don't know why... but it's like a blink of eyes. perhaps it's because i had too much life this year. despite of the many ups and downs as usual, i think it's the happiest and blissful year that i've ever had through this 20years of life that i will never forget...

reasons being;

1. gotten the most memorable idolchasing experience ever

2. Having 2 idols wishing me happy birthday;

3. back to student life in july

4. blessed with SS501 luck as usual

5. two overseas trips, tokyo with family and taiwan with bffs.

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recapping the series of event happening throughout the whole year,

Okay, starting from january.

January

same old routine, welcoming the new year with melissa's birthday surprised where this year most of us turn the first '2'; baraage, photospamming, blahblahblah, fen's birthday, cny reunion dinner, cny celebration.

February

Tokyo trip with the family for 8 days, from massive hello kitty spam to donald duck spams. disneyland, shibuya, shinjuku, harajuku, and SANRIO PUROLAND! okay, japanese curry rice, bento takeaway. lol. and new pink large hard case luggage all the way from tokyo! ^-^

March

the main highlight is....

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BFFs TAIWAN TRIP FOR 15 DAYS!
yes, half a month. from taipei to gaosiung to taichung. back to taipei 101, wufenpu, danshui, shihlin night market, ximending, dongqu; then explored new places, gaosiung and taichung with the guide of eddie's friend, xiaozhen and tonghsuan. fenjiayeshi, liufucun, overnight ktv, setting of firecracker; went to shifen too for tian deng, jiufen and jinguashi, xin dian for the boat riding and the natural hotspring, shida night market. too many places to mention. oh, dreammall to see luozhixiang because he had autograph session there, fate. the stupidiest thing i did is to go and observed the queue on why it took them whole day to finish an autograph session, and conclusion.. crazy. massive thanks to eddie because we saved alot on accomodation in taipei and gaosiung.

April

a week after im back from taiwan marks liuchunwei's third trip to singapore. this time for the si du kong jian album where lollipop f came back as four. yes, i was there from the moment he arrived till he depart. the most memorable idol chasing session i've ever had through my fangirl-ing years. from arrival to hotel, then eawards, autograph session, private out, ntu event, departure;

all i did was calling out to him, seeing him going to swim, him saying goodnight to me personally, and me throwing temper which i regret so much. and dog epic's question with private convo on the departure day! mega love, i mean liuchunwei. miss him so damn much, yes.. i got sick for weeks after they left which i dont effing want to know the reason behind it because all i remember was he only shook hand with me after he came out from the washroom at fullerton. lmao.

May

virgin prawning at bishan with the bffs!

June

Baby HyungJun's second trip to singapore. from wanting to try luck and see him to getting tickets at a very cheap price with my few of my two favourite girls, wendy and fishy.

July

birthday month and back to school life. from nervous-ness to knowing nice people, having bff in class. and celebration with the bffs at 313 japanese buffet, trying luck to get a birthday greeting from liuchunwei to hoping him to update the facebook and weibo as a wish not wanting more. yes, i got a birthday wish on that very day on my birthday where he updated for the very first time since days as they are in korea for new choreography practice for dance album.

August

mr wujushin second trip to singapore, which made me super excited to see him again, and not wanting to go for event because of school but ended up skipping due to having free tickets then psycho wendy to come and attend the fanmeet together with fishy. out of the three bag we gotten, one is chance for autograph and they gave me the chance to go up. so, second close up with hjl.

September&October

busy with school, studies, projects, hardrock, chinatown, clarkquay, mini singapore tour with the group mates. full marks for the very first time for exams. lol.

November

the very highlight is MAMA, which im kinda not excited about actually. sort of kena cheated to get the tickets but nevermind. mr wujushin's third trip to singapore. busy for event project, like going crazy kind.

December

Event day, mugging, sick for weeks after events, staying up till 7am to compile event report when school's at 1045 in the morning, first time being late for school, having super nice lecturer. home-stay mugging for final exams, panicking for not having enough time for paper, christmas celebration with the bffs. doing christmas card in the midst of mugging for paper, meet up with the jiejies, ahrong&ahd; and lastly, preparation for mel's 21st birthday party which is gonna be on the 1st of january, the first day of 2012.

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Busy is the word. went jb everytime when im on term break, yeah which is three time currently. alot more the update but i hardly can remember anything.

i really feel so blessed this year, with all those wishing from idols, overseas trips, having some kind of idols luck. throughout the years, from 2009 - 2011, i think it's some sort like transformation year. believe or not, i think i changed alot.

from an emo kid in 2009, got into poly, quit school, being ashamed to meet the familiar people around me, not knowing where to head to in the future, to full-time idol chaser in 2010 chasing at least one idol every month ever since i came back from taiwan, from jangkeunsuk, zuno, 2am, baby hyungjun, cnblue, ftisland, kimhyunjoong, whoever you can name i might have seen them once or twice that year.

then, 2011.. slowly finding my pathway to future, bffs overseas trip after family trip, liuchunwei coming back to singapore after a week im back from taiwan, him saying goodbye me, birthday wishes, back to student life, from random idol chaser to only just staying put for 2 groups, SS501 and lollipop f, not having the fangirl-ing mood spazzing on guys everyday on twitter.

i don't know why but yeah... great improvement to myself.

alot asked me when am i going to stop idolchasing where im too tired to explain it anymore because little did they know, how much i've improved these two years. i am not those random kind of fan; im going for people who are worth it, who i really treasure. i know, it's still called an idolchaser but faithful one i should say. nobody can stop me from idolchasing, unless... there is unless.... somehow, at some point i really felt damn tired from chasing life, and wanted to give everything up however, i can't bear to leave because they deserve so much more than what i can give.

enough of craps, new year resolution;

none, yeah. i've none. nothing wanting to achieve because i believe everything will fall into line as time passes by. i don't want to set something which i may be can't reach it and end up feeling bad about it. afterall, living is being happy always. living up to encouragement quotes, Smile, because it's not the end of the world!

that's all! im off!

ohyes, i fell down on the second last day of 2011, ):

i believed in karma. bye.

till, then

Tired is the word. Be it mentally or physically. Events, events, events. Not attending but creating. Yeah, creating is the word;

Love it, hate it; its part of the assessment criteria to really have hands on experience in creating&executing an event based on the no budget amount given yet, and research, design and plan it then proposed to the managing director. Start from zero, gathering ideas, miscommunication, no synoymous decision, additional ideas and back to the same concept again&again, wasted 2days on going a big round;

Not trying to say anything or what. Just that, i've got anywhere to rant; hopefully the current idea to be proposed will be approved and we can go on into planning&executing it, whether or not if it will be success, at least we tried getting feedbacks from anywhere, everywhere.

&&its never too good to be a leader, especially when i don't even have confident in myself, how can i even tow the line? Sigh. Almost breakdown in class today, with the fact of feeling super restless yesterday. Fullstop, what stays here stays here. Time to move on to a better tomorrow;

Have faith; pinky, fighting!!

till, then

School. Home. School. Home. School. Home.

Basically that's my normal routine, maybe add on to hospital when mum's admitted in.

and it's the study break now before final exams paper on the 25oct & 28oct. presentation ended well on monday, &the lecturers were amazed. i hope, it's a good mark. last day of school on tuesday, slacked in school with my class bff after lesson because it's her last day of hmmm, schooling? yeah, as usual.. i spent my last day with her too last term. then i started chiong-ing&stay home to mug for the papers. took 3fregging days to finish TTH alone, that's crazy and only few house for IT. too much to study for TTH especially finding answer from the thick textbook! T . T almost went crazy can, yeah.

then, finally i broke my chain for home-stay 4days by heading to mel's place to slack because she just came back from taiwan on tuesday! yeap, taiwan instant noodle&metal egg is a must. lol, like as usual ehhs. got my pressie, my socks&the open-jiang; planned abit on my holiday out, motivation. lol. home at 1am, &totally can't take it and went to bed. like seriously, mugged for the past few days... and thats crazy. im gonna continue with my mugging session after this. sad, but gotta do it. 2.5hours per paper only, i can do it! /hopefully i won't flunk.

okay, im off.

till, then

Nobody cares, so why should i?

till, then

The reason to Pinky's laughter, in school!

leaving with 8more school days, &2 final examination days; &term break! but, my happy pills in school are leaving. Not all but most of them, sigh. Had so much fun during the project "excursion", &feeling so blessed with the people i know. Truly blessed, thankyou for everything;

Didn't have the time to blog, neither do i have the time to study&meet the bffs. all i was doing was... Project, Project, Project, Project, &Project! almost everyday, emo die me! then, yeah... met up with wendy&the other girls at ah rong's party yesterday. next meetup will be... after my exams, so is the same to the bffs. i gotta buck up&mug hard for the paper, i don't even understand a thing for IT in TTH and i don't effing know how i got full marks, perhaps i just merely threw out everything i memorised. lol. whatever, there's quiz tomorrow then an excursion on tuesday following study days&presentation on coming monday. save me, bang bang bang! ): buaisssssss, ciaos!~

till, then

Preparing for test on coming tuesday, feeling so unproductive;
First project for TTH came an end on friday, those hectic 10days; yeah, another project coming up i think tomorrow? Goodness. Presentation went well despite comment from mr pallop for lack of confident still there.

Went out to play with the bffs yesterday, astons for dinner&slack while watching F1 zooming past. Woke up at 12 tgis afternoon, yeah. No mood to study. But sian, CA for IT in TTH on tues; i dont wanna flunk. I guessed only chapter one&bits of chapter two in my brain lo): emos)): whatever, i need to follow up for TTH too! Oh yeah, received results, how do ya think i've fare? Lol. Blahs. Im off, this blog is dying.

till, then

我很累！

Woke up like every 3hours after turning in, i don't effing know whats happening to myself. Only know the fact that, im tired; i need to sleep; but my body clock just won't allow me to...

Did many things today, studied for HHT, then the I.T assignment, followed by HHT's project research for presentation&follow up and prepare for next I.T lesson. Tiring but productive. However, things i studied doesn't goes into my brain. Maybe it does but flows out immediately. Sianzation.

Meeting the some schoolmates&accompany them to simlim tomorrow, probably go somewhere to study before meeting bunny for herworld fashion runway just for se7en! But, i guessed he confirm come out last): so again, gonna head home late): whatever, tired. Off to bed now, when the phone is charged. Blogging with iphone is so much convenient! ^^ night~~~

till, then

Mug, mug, mug.
New school term started on the 12th, which is monday. Nothing much exciting other than hectic&tiring school days. Yes, two groupwork on hand, one is assignment&another is project with presentation and report.

Project seems to be quite smoothly done, whereas assignment with not even a word noted down. Awesome-licious? Because next week is the first check up session, plus nothing goes into my brain while the lecturers' teaching. Sianzationxzxzxz, i don't know what's happening to myself, headache every now&then, too stress? Idk, but i took the very first MC after 2years apart. Lol.

Whatever, just did a lil' mugging just now after drawing&photoshopping for the project. Hopefully can get abit of assignment done tmr with many revision session plus preparing for monday's class. Oh, anw im blogging with the blooger app on iphone, lools so amazing! Hehe.

&&&&&&i won tickets to fo see se7en 오빠 on sunday, however its a fregging 5hours event. Which im only interested in se7en live's! Blahhhs, awesome-licious!

Okayyy, time for bed. It's 自然醒tmr, tired&sleepy... Night~~~

till, then